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6 of 365 - Before he comes

6 of 365 -- Before he comes The Meaning of Life (or "Before he Comes") I sit in my corner and ponder the meaning of life. Sometimes for hours, sometimes for days and now just moments before he come. Before he clouds my mind with thoughts of love and passion, before he makes me believe that he will be real this time; I ponder the meaning of life. That point of existence held in the balance by fate and time? No, this is that ancient dance that our bodies know all too well. So perfectly made, so captivating and inviting, he draws me in...and I’m caught. Ready to give all that I have and all that I have had to him. This demigod that takes hold of me as if he knows how I was made. A connection so strong, there is no way, it not the way we were meant to be. And still I wonder… Is this really God’s plan, or has this man strayed so far that God has abandoned his blueprints? Here we are intertwined, like hand in glove, as if created for each other. But
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5 of 365 - The Last Time

This is the last time, This is the last season. There will be no repeating, There will be no reseeding. I have come to the conclusion, about the decisions I've made. The time that's been wasted The days spent over paid. We know we know better It just had to be said. This is the last time That these tears will be shed.
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4 of 365 - Mistake

Mistake I'm so sorry! I have made an error! I apologize! I think I dropped something. You see I think I was under the impression this was a safe space to leave some thing that I hold very dear, and I know you might not believe me because I don't treat it with care I leave it with people who don't respect it or treat it well or even notice that it's there Wait! Have you been playing with it? Give it back! I did not mean to give it to you! I thought because you showed attention, and interest and perhaps similar passions I expected you to treat it well and love it like I did and help it to grow like I did Stop you are hurting it This is a mistake!
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3 of 365 - Water Me

Water Me I came covered in the dirt of the past Covered in pain and fear and doubt I have tried to get clean Sometimes we turn to the wrong things for solace I had to find the source of the muck You waiting for me to be ready I had to come willing to change Still I needed to be watered I needed the rain of real love To wash away and make me new I require a flood of care Honest, real and true Someone, something He has covered me with His grace and Love And set me free and He Waters me
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2 of 365 - Foundation

Foundations She does it to herself, digs this same hole Why do we build nests in things that aren't trees? Sees a plot of land, that looks fertile and clean Why do we collect fragments pretending they make a whole? Here she begins to dig, curious about what she can find Why do we lay foundations on sand by the sea? She builds a nice nest is sturdy and strong Why do we trust limbs that are still green and aren't long She's got all the supplies to make a good home What does she think this is a tree when its nothing but a stone? She sees the storm and has the tools to provide Where is the tree strong enough to stay by her side? She knew this was not a tree when she dug this hole Why do we build nests in things that aren't trees?
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Adulting

I said i would write every day Its hard to think of things to say I was not inspired today I called my new blog Now We are 30something because of the age I am now I'm 30something. I'm and adult. I don't really want to be. I have obligations and commitments and I'm not really sure when i signed up for them officially. I knew there was a time when I wanted them and now there is a time that I have them, but I am not sure there was an an actual acceptance. It's like when you skip that screen where you just hit Accept with out really reading what you have agreed to. Now we have to deal with things like work and bills and appointments and health and other responsibilities that you could ignore or depend on parents or guardians to look after for you  or remind you about. Now if you ignore them, or don't take care of them the consequences are much more serious and all fall on you. This is not fun. People warn you about not growing up too fas
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